This seriously has been a hell of a week. Not just me but the whole world it seems. And yet all that matters to me right now, is the fact that I feel so lonely right now. A lot is looking up in my life. I have good things to be thankful for. Sure the same negative is in my life, my shitty health, my shitty ex, and just other shitty shit, but I’ve started to see clearer. I’ve begun to understand things are the way they are. I’m just ready for a constant positive in my life. I’m tired of things constantly changing. I understand that is life, but what I mean is I just need a moment for things to say positive for me. Sigh, I’m just tired man.